Life has a way of guiding us towards pivotal moments that redefine our purpose and reshape our paths. For me, that transformative journey began with a milestone - my 50th birthday. As I blew out the candles, I made a silent promise to myself - an unwavering commitment to invest in my own healing and growth.
The turning point arrived in the form of a 12-month Creative Mastermind, a challenge I was certain I'd abandon like so many others before. But this time, something was different. I delved deep into the recesses of my being, unearthing a vision and dream I had kept locked away.
My mission was clear - to nurture the embers of creativity in women who, like me, had endured the agony of physical, mental, or sexual abuse. I drew strength from my own harrowing experiences, a survivor who understood how the 'system' could falter, how hope could waver.
Yet, in my own reflection, I saw a shattered self, a portrait of damage, and a void where self-esteem should be. The prospect of looking in a mirror and saying "I love me" was an insurmountable mountain. A creative retreat dared me to face myself, to confront the abyss of self-loathing. And so, I stood before that mirror, trembling. The words caught in my throat, a testament to wounds that ran deep.
In that moment, something shifted. A dam of emotions burst forth, cascading onto the journey home. Physical and emotional release intertwined, and memories long suppressed surged to the surface. The horrors of sexual, physical, and mental abuse, memories that had hidden in the shadows, clawed their way into the light.
No one should bear such trauma. No one should endure what I have. The weight of my journey only strengthened my resolve, igniting a blasing determination to help others trapped in the same darkness.
I understand intimately the self-loathing that festers for crimes never committed by the victim.
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The path forward is clear - A haven of healing, a sanctuary for those who've felt their worth diminish under the weight of unspeakable pain. This journey isn't just mine; it's for all who've suffered and for those who yearn to mend.
I know the road ahead isn't without obstacles.
There will be those who misunderstand, who dismiss the depth of our scars. But that won't deter me. I've assembled a tribe of understanding souls, individuals who recognise the power of solidarity, the strength of empathy.
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...isn't just a promise; it's an anthem. It's a testament to resilience, a hymn of hope. I invite you to join this movement, to be part of a community built on compassion, bound by shared struggles, and uplifted by collective healing.
Together, we'll build something monumental. We'll rewrite the narratives that have tormented us. We'll transform pain into power and turn our trauma into triumph. This is our story, and it's one of healing, growth, and redemption.
Welcome to Mine To Give Not Yours To Take ®
Here your journey from darkness to light is embraced with open hearts and unwavering support.
© 2023 Amanda Murphy
Email: amanda@minetogivenotyourstotake.co.uk
Phone: 07742 412369